A little thing it starts
A 9 months time we stay there
froever till death come she's the reason
the reason to be here
from the time we cried for the first time
till the day we reached the moon for glory
as a crowlling child to my toy
till i grew up to make that toy
she was the one, the one behind the seence
the one who said no to the world while the world said yes
I am with my child
thats her favorite sentence
holding my hands when i was down
held my up again to learn
showed me the right path to led
through every single alphabet till the length of a square
you were there since day one
pushing me to do more and more
to show whats best on her little girl she wish
for me i was the super star of her life
just random words for her and thee
to let her know the love within
Happy mothers day my mum :)

Its just another friday!

The morning came, woke up feeling lazy. Not my day the first thing came up my mind! Took my phone to check any call! NOTHING! Felt even more upset. Dialed a number, no answer felt even more upset! Than recieved a message which made me go mad! Oh gee whats going on here its just going crazy so far! Had so many work to do, cousins project, sister's assiment, brother's poster and my own studies! Than came the best part of this day! Prayers. Felt a bit relifed and a bit relaxed from this messy day i'm having! Back to reality its works time! Get ready in a rush go to work! Worried was i all day! This person is making me more worried. Where is he!? He's lying on bed sick! I'm getting killed by this feeling inside! Here at work, angry customers stupid questions! And just to make it worse it started raining! Poeple dancing from happiness and i'm still this sad upset meaningless face! i dont know i just hate the rain.Than i just paused for seconds ............................. Oh now i know its just another friday!

A Life ends for a life to start!

Well well well was away from my dear place for a while arent i.. Oh well back again here :)
What can i say.. Ending a whole life is not an easy thing but starting a new one is almost the easiest thing you do, if you want to.. Thus ending the life might be so depressing.. But what we dont know that God is always there to offer us the best after that. And that the after end is always better then the good we had! The bless we are gaining from ending the first one is the thing we dont even feel till we go so deep in it and just relise what a reliefe it was from the previous life.. The comparing part is next.. But from my point of view .. Never compare .. Just feel and live .. For its better and for real :)

Ahhhhh welcome back dijava :P

Second Cup..

Each time i go to Qurm i gotta pass by my favortie coffee shop to get the best hot chocolate or the best lover latees i'v ever tasted in my life :P and the good thing about second cup that thier prices are logical not too expensive not too cheap! I mean i like the rest of coffee shops ova here but still second cup has its magic and charm on me! Cant wait till they open in City Center Muscat!and as far as i can see they have a good service and the drive through is the best thing they have including the other features ! God bless Second Cup :D

Back to school!

Well the school headache is back again :S You see each year we go further we studies and we wish to go bnck for the previouse year since its easier from what we're facing now.. Thus college days are amazing with the girls and all, but when it comes to face Mr Dams "Our Proffeser" :S eeeeeeh that guys is just TALL! and i mean it he's the tallest dude i ever saw! I'm 5 and a half feet and my hear reachs his albo! He's a great teacher though! But damn he's class is boring he keep on talking non stop for two freaking hours not even one minute break! :O The college is just great with some certain ppl which are my friends! But most of the ppl there act wierdly like they're in some higher level then all ppl! And the guys over there omg one thing to say which is no comment! They're just un believeable with thier actions and 'Mughazala" evrey day!
Oh well back to the torture again! :D but i'm sure i'd miss it once i'm done with it! :)

Higher college of Technology
Al Taqaneyah Al 3ulyah! :D

The colour of love...

:) Love, a dangerous game in my opinion. It was always away to start somehting beautiful with someone. Its a way to say i care, to say i'm there and like someone once told me its also away to say thank you. What is love to us? Some use love and some honor love and some hate it to the extreame.. I used to be one of the poeple who find it discusting. And i used to see it as a completely wrong issue or sometimes feel it like a disease that poeple get. The colours of love are different just like the rain drops.. It reflects the persons ideantity and it shows the image of you. It colours your soul if it was true.. Its just there but its a legond to nowadays ppl.. They use i love you in every thing just like a simple word not knowing its a magical thing that can change every thing to good if it was from the heart. If its the right love then its true.. If it was a love that will feed physical needs then its not the one i'm talking about in here. Its the love that will make you gliter in all places.. :) just wanted to share that with all who reads this site..
Cheers

Preparing for eid!?

OH MY GOD, ppl in this country are just amazing! LOL they take a whole month preparing for three days. Its just amazing i mean it took me one day to buy whatever i needed. But when ever i go to al khoudh, Seeb, CC, Qurm or any where its all crowded of ppl buying and buying and BUYING again. Will they ever stop LOL. I mean ok even if you had like 5 kids you'll take each one in an individual day to prepare thats a calculation of 5 days add to that forgettin or not finiding what you need thats a max of two weeks. but would it take a whole month and the day bofore eid?! And what are the things you'r buying. I can see from ppl i know exmple"my cousing" shame on them LOL, they buy stuff they dont need. Over needed as i always yell at them. :S A new dress for the first day and maybe sum matching shoes would be more then enough in my opinion but for other ppl i just dont know what they have in mind?? :S Any ways i dont think the fancy cloths and stuff would bring the happiness and joy for us in eid. Its the spirit of eid it self that brings the happines we are looking for :) Eid mubarak ppl in advance..

Its cold outside!

The weather these days has totally changed. From the killing heat to way cold that hits the deep to your body. Its not a huge different to ppl who got use to cold weather. But us!! we got used to the summer heat with a sunny warm day. But oh well we kinda need a change. But this weather is just making ppl sick al lthe time. Flue, fever and lots of un ending deseases. Its a wierd weather that hits deep in to the bones. I dont think it'll last for long though. but hopefully not otherwise i'll die in my bed freezing :S

People and Hajj!

Many ppl are in the place that every soul wishes to be. Bein ready mentaly and physicly for the big Hajj sesson is more like feeding the humen's soul. To be honest i feel i'm still not ready for such thing. But hopefully one day i would. People go to Hajj to get more closer to God and as we all know that its Fardh for all poeple when ever they can go. The place on this sesson is so crowded with all kind of nationalities. People from all over the world gather for one purpose and for one reason. How lucky can those ppl be by bein there. And how many ppl out there didnt go and cant feel this jealousy of wanting to be there. Many hearts cant feet the beauty of the seeson and all what i can say is i'm sorry that you werent lucky and that God didnt bless them with such feeling...

Me my work and I..

Well since i work in a call center i have to deal with all kind of people. Most of them wierd actually since i got proposed by customer zillion of times :S Believe it opr not customers are so uncivilized to call just for fun and to seek a good time for nothing. They call asking for some stupied reasons and then after trying your best to reach thier level of thinking they go all wild with thier imagination that IIIII ME! have another purpose then surving them as a customer. The funny thing when about 3 customers insisted that i tell them where i live so they can go and propuse to me!!!! :S :X@#$^^$&$&&*$@!$! I got pissed off and i started yelling like a crazy chick! What the hell is wrong with men here in Oman. They think its a game or maybe they think a working girl is a toy to play with. Why cant working girls get the respect they deserve. Or dealing with all kind of customers will let the respect they deserve less?! A wierd world to tell you the truth. Its not ok with thier beloved onces or sisters to be played with like un respectable girls but its ok with other girls! All what i can say its just a world of un civilized humen beings since about 90% of male callers are calling just to hear a girl talking! :S

Its raining out side..

It was a day full of a great spirit every where. Like drops from heaven, covering every area.. Well In Oman we all know its rare for us to see such weather. Therefor the happiness appears in every one whether old or young "just amazing". Its a wierd feeling cuz its a sad weather in my point of view like the sky is crying and the dark sky is angry of something.. Thus it brings happiness as well.. Any how it was a completely great day.. I mean for a change from the hot sunny day all the time lol! It was just a bless :) from God, My kid bro couldnt take his face out from the window since mum yelled at us not to go out so we wouldnt catch a cold.. I felt bad so in the end we sneeked out of the house and we took a rain shower lol it was amazing.. I just fourward my face to the sky and i just felt it.. I felt like flying it was just a touch from an angel.. LOl in the end i came back to reality and i remembered my mum and i was like OH MY GOD kid bro inside the house urgent! LOL it was too late she cought us and i took the blame since i was the one who took baby mans "my bro" out side and of course cuz i was the elder sister! :S LOL in the end we told dad about our lilo adventure the great part about pups he was laughing at us instead of punishing us! :D a great day for me!

Another year another life..

Every one is celebrating this day with friends, family or thier beloved ones. I just feel thats its another year of my life and i feel that instead of celebrating it i should ask for forgivness from God for my deeds in the previouse year , Its just a year in my opinion and we should see this year as another aportunity to make our lives better and go for the right direction. Many ppl by now are preparing for parties for gatherings and whatever plans they have to do for the night.. I mean its kinda cool they start it with joy and happiness but thus we shall have a seriouse look for this new year to acheive more and to feel those ppl who are strugeling and suffering around the world with wars and crimes. For me i will start this year by praying for these poor ppl to have a wonderful year since the previouse one was not what they had in mind...God bless every one and happy new year and again its just another year :D

Harry potter and the goblet of fire!

I cant wait to see it since they launched it in the movies yesterday. Yeah OMAN! always late to show the new movies that i'm dying to watch,, I read the book already one year and a half ago! But the scary part i remember all the details of the story god knows how :S lol. And since i'm super busy with work i have to wait till i get a day off which is by next week! But since i cant wait till that day i decided to take a day off from work which is tomorrow lol!Pathetic i know! :S lol! Ppl think that i'm so childish with my addiction witn harry potter! :D so yeah definitly this friday which is tomorrow i'm going to see it thus i know the story and the next part which is harry potter and the order of the phoenix and i'm reading harry potter and the half blooded prience these days and the story is just awesome.. Cant wait to see it, so till tomorrow i'm gonna be super hyper..

A call from heaven!

It takes a life time to forget someone but it takes second to remember that person again. When you fight so hard days just trying not to think of that particuler person cuz of what harm and pain he caused to you. Just on that day where you felt oh gosh i'm totally over that person and you spent the whole day samiling and laughing all day without having a single thought of that one person you cant breath without! Then that happiness all just fall apart when that person decide that he misses you and that you're just someone he cant live wihtout! Its just not fair. After making an effort to forget and forgive and to move on. He comes back with a simple call to say i wanted to check on you! The confusion feelings i had were un describable.. it was something more like hell but it felt like a call from heaven..

Girls party!

Last night the 23ed of dec we had a great girls party trying to surprsie my best friend at work since she's leaving the country to do her masters! We worked so hard for two weeks just to make it an amazing party! And well what can i say i had a blast! it was amazing and fun! But here's the funny part the guest of honor didn't show up, LOL unfortuntly she was in DUBAI! and when i called her to conforme her appearence in the party, she was like i'm sorry sweetie but my flight has bein delayed! Of course i tended to put her on speaker so every one can hear the super star of the party. So when she gave us the killing news that she wont be able to come one of the girls who organised the party started crying like a baby aaaaaaaaah this party is ruined! and another one started coursing every one she got really upset! And i just couldnt help it i started laughinh out loud! LOL! jesus what kind of a surprise party is it. After that i had to tell the girl we're suppose to surprise the whole story and that its her party. So she started crying in the airport ohhhh you guys you did all that to me! and she kept on crying and crying and screaming i dont believe this its my first surprise party ever and i missed it, I had to scream at her what a dump blond! Lol but in the end we had a blast and we danced all night! and i had to describe every single detaile of what happened to her! Poor girl she got exited after the party was over! :D

A dear soul in a dear friend..

5 years ago i lost a dear soul that i would never trade or forget till death comes and take my last breath from this life. But the wierd funny part is when you feel and see that person in someone else. And that person is just a stranger i'v met by a cuensedense, I saw in him what i lost in my dear soul.Gave me back hope where there was no hope again.. What can i say i'm scared to lose him, but sometimes i feel i have to cuz he's not gonna be always there i can feel it.. He wont survive like that soul who death saperate us.. It feels like a damn cold night without him bein in my life..Its just confusing why do i always feel that my soul needs him and that my happiness is not happiness without loooking at him smiling.. And that my strenghth in front of him tend to be weakness, the beauty of my soul and its best always show around him. A friend i'll always treasure a friend i'll always appreaciate! The best friend i'v ever had sincei lost my dear soul..

Addicted to Martha!

Martha Stewart... I didnt even know she exist till the day i saw her walking in the presion on the Insider show! Then latter on Channel One was announcing about this tv show called Martha! So guess who got addicted to the show! Moi of course! Now i cant miss it.. Every day i watch its more like an addiction! Its a bit similler to Opera but its more about the beauty of our lives and how to use it right! My favorite time in the whole show is the 30 things you must know in your life! Yesterday was number 13 and it was amazing she made out of a cheap vaze a lovely artical peace with sum colourful flowers for the dinning room.. And today was a whole apisode about appels and it was wow just amazing how she used the appels in so many things that your mind would never think of it! I already tried her home made pasta her sweet mash potatoes! and lol i burned it.. And today i learned how to make an apple pye! So soon enough i'll know the result of my learning! :D lol so one word Martha! Thanks for adding a new meaning to my home life!

About dijava

Well this is my first post on my blog and i thought i might start it by writting about my self a bit, Well what can i say about me! Hmmm well ppl call me Dj sometimes dija sometimes deej and my favorite which is dee! lol I'm a wild person with lots of crazy experience.I love to have fun and to work alot. I love to joke and to make every thing easy and simple in my life.
Thats all what i can say for now about my self! i'll come back latter with more stuff :D

Between work and studies!

I choose to challeng my father and to work during my study years in college.He tried his best to convinse me that working will take me away from school. But as every one knows my head is harder then a rock! I just do whatever i feel is right, so i started working on the 9th of march 2005 and till today i'm so happy with work though sometimes the enviroment over here sucks! will get back to that latter! :S any how during this time i had such a hard time prooving that work wont effect school well it did! In a period of time i was totally lost in my studies.. But thank to God i controlled the situation and i managed using my time each minute in its right space..
I just finished my finalls and it was a really hard time for me that period! Any how what can i still have my ups and downs between the two which is work and studies!

Cheers till next time!