It’s been years that I felt this love demolishing into a black hole that sinks me in deeper and deeper. But that big epic love just falls slowly and cuts deeper cuts, the more it dies. Until one day it just stops and you know that this love that you have been holding on so close has stopped and it’s nothing but beautiful and bitter memories. I read similar stories and live with similar situations where people just simply live with each other because of the fear of change, the fear of society and the fear to lose this so called life. And they simple sunk into a life without feelings and it just leaves a big hole in this person. You become a figure, an empty statue that carry his life on his shoulder like it’s a heavy weight. How can you get out of this trap. How can you face life and starts these feelings again. There are small moments that sparks sometimes. But they are thin memories and you get sunk into reality shortly. I bet a lot of people go through the same. Missing that sparkle where you can’t lye your hands from each other. It’s just funny how you keep denying this painful truth when someone stops loving you.
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