To the ones who think they can change the world

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

When someone stops loving you.

It’s been years that I felt this love demolishing into a black hole that sinks me in deeper and deeper. But that big epic love just falls slowly and cuts deeper cuts, the more it dies. Until one day it just stops and you know that this love that you have been holding on so close has stopped and it’s nothing but beautiful and bitter memories.  I read similar stories and live with similar situations where people just simply live with each other because of the fear of change, the fear of society and the fear to lose this so called life.  And they simple sunk into a life without feelings and it just leaves a big hole in this person.  You become a figure, an empty statue that carry his life on his shoulder like it’s a heavy weight.  How can you get out of this trap.  How can you face life and starts these feelings again.  There are small moments that sparks sometimes.  But they are thin memories and you get sunk into reality shortly.   I bet a lot of people go through the same.  Missing that sparkle where you can’t lye your hands from each other.  It’s just funny how you keep denying this painful truth when someone stops loving you. 

The art of emotions.

Funny how the heart always drains you, ur thoughts, your energy and everything around you.  Can I just rip my heart off my chest? Can I just live without emotions? I need to be steal again, I have to live body mind and soul only.  That's how you protect your self, that's how you always be alert and away from things and humans that can harm you.  Emotions and feelings are meaningless to us.  We keep on falling in the same bate over and over again.  You put ur heart into things and humans that suppose to mean something to you , humans you love and treasure. You evolve your life around them hold on to them sacrifice everything for the sake of them, because of emotions. And when the time comes you expect them to do the same.  But they simply don't because they have other feelings and other emotions that your suppose to respect and follow blindly even if it means harming you and hurting you.  It's just simply funny that I always do the same to my self, expect and then fail my expectation and stay hurt mumbling with my harmed feelings.  Without a soul to care.   

Screw you feelings, I am going vampire again