things happen in life everyday, sometimes we fail and sometimes we win and feel happy about a moment that we know it wont last forever! they say life is boring without the sad days! but what if your days are always sad but you tend to ignore the fact that you are living those days and you practice so hard to be happy till you really become happy or in my case without emotions!
i see things, i know things, i feel things, but why am i not surprise anymore that these things are actually happening! why cant i still find that sky...
the sky with unlimitation... i really miss been in that sky that comferts my soul....
lol i dont like to be sad... but sometimes you do need this corener where you let it all out!
it sound vague and un real, perhaps even dramatic but it is never time to give up with me :)
i just cant believe how calm and mature my mind has become! even in the most negative thoughts my head holds i still find the sweeteness and i try hard to attract the good side about eveything around me... i just cant believe how strong i became,,
which had lead me not to be in shock anymore or be driven by something called emotions!
i guess i am simple dead from inside :)
cheers blog
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Andrea Bocelli
His voice is soothing to my ears and make my head nervs just calm- its just like magic how he made me relax after a frustraited day at work...
and so he's coming to Oman in the Opera Royal house by November 1st and i anxiously search for his tickets but not sure where to get them till now!
simply amazing!
and so he's coming to Oman in the Opera Royal house by November 1st and i anxiously search for his tickets but not sure where to get them till now!
simply amazing!
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
song of the day!
Click on the link above ;) and listen to my song of the day!
i love September thus for the past two years, September was not so good to me!
oh well i am enjoying my Wednesday with Pheonix :))
Sunday, September 11, 2011
look of the day - wide turn ups
look of the day - wide turn up trousers (black) with black and white origm top and beige jacket
against vogue! MY top 4 dresses
counting down from number 4 all the way to My number 1 favorite
Who:
Sarah Jessica Parker
What:
Prabal Gurung dress, Giuseppe Zanotti shoes, Fred Leighton jewelry
a revolution of life :)
well well well - long time and i haven't write anything around here ! the past year was so deprest and horrible for me! well not completely but i was going through lauds of things that made me not so comfortable about my life! funny enough i never believed or thought that it would turn into something good! as eventually it made me very strong and so rational about things! so many things have changed shocking me to be a better person!
i shocked my self so many times during 2011 - whereby for the past few months i am calm and i don't react and i am just so rational about things and i treat everything with love!
love is the key of everything! the law of attraction between you as a person and another human being or even an object, a subject, a place... it makes everything easier and your thoughts will work as a magnate around you....
if you think bad or awful or stressed you would easily attract everything negative around you but it works the complete same if you think positive where you will easily attract everything positive in your life! of course i am not perfect everyday lol
today i am attracting the feeling of laziness, since the time i woke up and it made me just finish all my urgent work and not be proactive as i have the thought of laziness in my head! it is a revolution in my life - and i know this is not what i want for the time! work wise,, but i am waiting for the right moment to find something better... gosh i miss writing here :))
i shocked my self so many times during 2011 - whereby for the past few months i am calm and i don't react and i am just so rational about things and i treat everything with love!
love is the key of everything! the law of attraction between you as a person and another human being or even an object, a subject, a place... it makes everything easier and your thoughts will work as a magnate around you....
if you think bad or awful or stressed you would easily attract everything negative around you but it works the complete same if you think positive where you will easily attract everything positive in your life! of course i am not perfect everyday lol
today i am attracting the feeling of laziness, since the time i woke up and it made me just finish all my urgent work and not be proactive as i have the thought of laziness in my head! it is a revolution in my life - and i know this is not what i want for the time! work wise,, but i am waiting for the right moment to find something better... gosh i miss writing here :))
Tuesday, March 01, 2011
It Happened - drops from heaven
Finally i tasted something i wanted - something i worked hard to get and when finally it was there next to you, right in front of you, just as closed as it could be, you feel it so near that it feels like its drops from heaven... this happiness this what happened made everything as bright as it can get, and made my soul re believe again that maybe i was wrong, maybe this is the thing i needed in my life despite all the alarm warnings i had in my heart and mind i finally believed that this is it... it was a week of un endless drops from heaven that makes your heart shines, you can feel the blood pumping every time its close making your soul and life warm... then ....
the truth within reviles, the secrets were out a week after that and it was dark again....
dark that not even open wide eyes wont see through, a glance of light is not there anymore, i used to see it before, i used to see my way out clearly yet it was that light that made me keep on walking until i found it and now its gonna again, and i cant find that light to walk into it again... it feels like i reached the bottom of it all, that glance of light is gone, those drops of heaven have turned into thistle of hell that goes deeper and deeper into my heart stabbing it Small and quietly that even the blood is invisible to my sight, but my hands can just touch it and feel it hemorrhaging everywhere and the thistle just stab deeper while my eyes are in silent because they see and know too much every little secret was out there breaking any last light that i was holding into.... and i said goodbye once and for all to those drops of heaven that i will never feel as i said goodbye for once and for the last time and again goodbye drops of heaven...
the truth within reviles, the secrets were out a week after that and it was dark again....
dark that not even open wide eyes wont see through, a glance of light is not there anymore, i used to see it before, i used to see my way out clearly yet it was that light that made me keep on walking until i found it and now its gonna again, and i cant find that light to walk into it again... it feels like i reached the bottom of it all, that glance of light is gone, those drops of heaven have turned into thistle of hell that goes deeper and deeper into my heart stabbing it Small and quietly that even the blood is invisible to my sight, but my hands can just touch it and feel it hemorrhaging everywhere and the thistle just stab deeper while my eyes are in silent because they see and know too much every little secret was out there breaking any last light that i was holding into.... and i said goodbye once and for all to those drops of heaven that i will never feel as i said goodbye for once and for the last time and again goodbye drops of heaven...
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