before the birds wake up

this new stupid shift starts so early that i cant even open my eyes! LIKE the whole uneverse is still a sleep even the birds are still in their nests, and am awake crowlling to my car to get here to this stupid chair in this stupid place to this stupid calls! grrrrr i mean WHO calls at 6 AM in the morning! GOD HELP ME i need a sleep!

:S

My new phone

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW finally i got a new phone LOL, well i never bought any phone in my life and actually am not a big fan of the new technology, i rather anything simple so i can text and call and yeah i like new things but i rather cute things! Well actually i didnt buy this phone and i got it as a gift LOL! am that pathetic hehehe, i feel so lazy to buy any new phone! But hey i have this one now and i'm sooooooooo in love with it!

I have limited dreams lol :P

To an angel..

"Maybe one day"


tickeles in my stomach
a funny feeling in my throught
a cold shy "its ok" smile in my face
a flipping look to you and to the whole world around me
a shaking lip that i felt so far away in my own world
my book fell down
the only thing i heard and it was so shocking
the book's sound in the ground
everyone looked at me
and i was just looking at you
what i didnt expected and never in a million year dreamt off
is that you'd look back
you looked backyou came
i was breathless
i lost all sense in everything
i died pysically but i just started a life in my soul
your eyes in my eyes, your breath in the air
i can feel everything move from down to top in my face
i can feel the blood vense dancing from fear and happiness
i can feel my eyes wondering is it a dream or is it real'
he's moving to my site
he's coming to a path that i dreamt of my entir life
he's coming to change my world
with his hand he touched my book
miss miss!!!
a music in my ear played with these two words
an amazing tone came from his voice
i blinked...... finally!
i saw our life in one blink
me and him playing, dancing , swimming and laughing
his laughter in my ears is a memory worthed this moment
i giggled and i came back to him and to his eyes
your book
and a touch from his angelatic skin
burned my finger and i hold my breath hoping for something to float
that was it
i smiled... i'd never forget that moment between us
i barried that moment in a grave that only i know about
i faced life with a happy smile since than
that look was enough for me to be happy till the day i meet him again
maybe not now but maybe one day..