Its been a while

Wow its been a while since i posted anything over here and i kinda miss this place :)
well well whats new in my life, nothing seriously interesting other then having a normal calm life. work has a big part of my daily activities and mostly enjoying the rest of the day away from something called work! its like having two personalities, so active at work moving talking doing and than calm funny lazy social. This life can be really irritating at the same time its joyable somehow. Part of me is seeking for a change but the other part is scared of changes. its weird that i know how conflected i am though i still conflect my self in things! I wonder if its a weekness.
Any how welcome back my blog :)

April fool

Well i've celebrated april fool my own way and its earlier two days as well lol, i just lied to my boss to go watch the movie 300 lol, its a beautiful day worthed for such a lie, so yeah within couple of minutes i'm out of here to my world of insanity and hey quote of they day i heard was wow it described me! it says; i want to be by my self but i dont want to be alone!
great day :P

Well i saw Bob Green for the first in the Opra show and damn that guy is amazing with his diet health plans, many women had strugeled thier whole life with this issue and with his spisrital organized way he managed to create some really good result with hopeless cases... And the way he approaches his believes is so inspiring to many over weighted people who has been abbanded from the socity life because of such thing. Well i went through his website and i checked his books, its amazing how it is truelly the best life he's talking about that we all need. So healthy and organised, if you can take control of your weight than definitly you can take control of everything!

Many people can be slim but trust me they dont have a single clue what is a healthy life! but been in the right track in your weight can always provide you with a healthy decent life full of peaceful moment!!! Find the control in your weight and you'll control your whole life ;) love ya bob green

My new baby

This is my new baby now days got it as well as a gift... i fell in love with it since first days and al thought it doesn't have that high technology everone is seeking for but i just love the simple phone and shape of my new baby...

God live moto ;)

Rod Stewart and his big hits..

Well i had a long long day at worn and the only thing that make my day go so smooth was Rod Stewart and his song what a wonderful world, it just relaxed me and made me be peaceful somehow and a lil sad for many many reasons lol i rather not discuss them in a puplic BLOG lol!
Oh Rod Stewart you made my day and yeah i think its a wonderful world full of surprises ;)

Long time

Wow its been ages since i wrote in my certain spot, i miss this place where i can revieal everything directory to my fans LOL just kidding, well i miss my special corner here... And guess who's back... ME! ;)

before the birds wake up

this new stupid shift starts so early that i cant even open my eyes! LIKE the whole uneverse is still a sleep even the birds are still in their nests, and am awake crowlling to my car to get here to this stupid chair in this stupid place to this stupid calls! grrrrr i mean WHO calls at 6 AM in the morning! GOD HELP ME i need a sleep!

:S

My new phone

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW finally i got a new phone LOL, well i never bought any phone in my life and actually am not a big fan of the new technology, i rather anything simple so i can text and call and yeah i like new things but i rather cute things! Well actually i didnt buy this phone and i got it as a gift LOL! am that pathetic hehehe, i feel so lazy to buy any new phone! But hey i have this one now and i'm sooooooooo in love with it!

I have limited dreams lol :P

To an angel..

"Maybe one day"


tickeles in my stomach
a funny feeling in my throught
a cold shy "its ok" smile in my face
a flipping look to you and to the whole world around me
a shaking lip that i felt so far away in my own world
my book fell down
the only thing i heard and it was so shocking
the book's sound in the ground
everyone looked at me
and i was just looking at you
what i didnt expected and never in a million year dreamt off
is that you'd look back
you looked backyou came
i was breathless
i lost all sense in everything
i died pysically but i just started a life in my soul
your eyes in my eyes, your breath in the air
i can feel everything move from down to top in my face
i can feel the blood vense dancing from fear and happiness
i can feel my eyes wondering is it a dream or is it real'
he's moving to my site
he's coming to a path that i dreamt of my entir life
he's coming to change my world
with his hand he touched my book
miss miss!!!
a music in my ear played with these two words
an amazing tone came from his voice
i blinked...... finally!
i saw our life in one blink
me and him playing, dancing , swimming and laughing
his laughter in my ears is a memory worthed this moment
i giggled and i came back to him and to his eyes
your book
and a touch from his angelatic skin
burned my finger and i hold my breath hoping for something to float
that was it
i smiled... i'd never forget that moment between us
i barried that moment in a grave that only i know about
i faced life with a happy smile since than
that look was enough for me to be happy till the day i meet him again
maybe not now but maybe one day..