Well well well i have my exams coming and i'm just exhorsted from work and this silly job is just leading me to go crazy! Yeah the superviser position is killing every one here and they need about 4 ones where i work and every one is taking that chance to prove him/her self as a leader!
Excuse me colleagues its OMAN it only works with WASTA! so what the hell i'm away from here for two weeks! BYE creapy company will meet up after 14 days exactly :D
Well its really sad that i and some over here are working so hard and working thier buttes in many things round here and all what they get is Sh!it ... Yes i'm so angry and just feeeling like killing someone at the moment! Its not just about work even my silly love life is going trhough hell now! Ehhh random words are just coming out of my heart to my hands to be written in this place! nothing is fair you go right you get wrong you do wrong you get right! :S:S:S:S:S:
this world in this country in this company in this office i'm just feeling like to scream!
I love i'm being betraid i work hard i'm being ignored! What can i do more than this!
Screw everything i'm away!
Monday, May 22, 2006
Monday, May 15, 2006
The Bold And the Beautiful <<<< Link!
My favorite TV show that i used to watch since i was in the third grade lol! Yesterday was episode 4608 and its the sloweset soap that i ever saw but mmm not slower than days of our lives lol. Well this soap is just one of the amazing tv serieses that i ever saw! The Forrestet family and the generation after it living to see the kids of Ridge, Taylor, Brooke and the great Eric Forrester. I'v being addicted to my show since alittle gal. My mum was a big fan too since it attrack such women and young girls,not any more though. But the amazing part about this tv seriese is that each time the writters just come with new things whcih make it more interesteing and the actores in it are just growing in the screen with the audience! US lol!
Its story is just so close to poeple who are watching it and the things happeneing in it make us live and believe in whats going in the forrester family... Yaaaay what a great show but i'm a bit mad about Ridge since he chose Taylor instead of brooke! I mean yes Brooke is a bit tough but her personality is just that strong lady who always go after what she wants! That Logan lady is just wow! When it comes to Dr; Taylor she's ok for a personality who's calm and just peacful! But she's kinda mmm i dont know so easy to be fooled! :S Cant wait for episode 5000 to come lol :P
Its story is just so close to poeple who are watching it and the things happeneing in it make us live and believe in whats going in the forrester family... Yaaaay what a great show but i'm a bit mad about Ridge since he chose Taylor instead of brooke! I mean yes Brooke is a bit tough but her personality is just that strong lady who always go after what she wants! That Logan lady is just wow! When it comes to Dr; Taylor she's ok for a personality who's calm and just peacful! But she's kinda mmm i dont know so easy to be fooled! :S Cant wait for episode 5000 to come lol :P
Saturday, May 13, 2006
An Old friendship!, bringing old memries (Part I)
:) well well well what can i say about some really old friends that i have and can willl have forever in sha2 allah.. 4 gals that being there for me and for eachother for the past 9 years from my life! Sam, Ju, Duda, Nusy...
well how did we met a funny story actually. lol i was sitting in this school table the first of our 7th grade class. And i was just having this arrogent face lol and there was this girl that our teacher has chose so she can be in charge of the class while she's gone for some school work! So comes this girl to me and says; hey can you sit in the chear since its not allowed to sit in the table! I just gave her that face and just totally ignored her! lol that was childish i know! heheh but that she just walked away from me and started talking to her other frineds (ju, Nusy) and i just totally acted like miss Whatevvvee lol! than it started by hate and latter on by days passing ju started to be close to me since i used to make her laugh the whole time! and that i started to hang around those 3 gals thus sam was a bit cold with me since that insident that happened between us! latter on we were just being good friends and having reall fun and we laughed a lot.. And actually i was miss Samyah's favorite Puppy lol! She's our "Ejtema3eyat's Teacher" and i was just being her favorite student and i used to call her miss bamyah lol! and sam was miss Iman's favorite gal well she was the brightest in 3loom" Sience. And than one day come where we were suppose to have some kind of lesson but than out miss was absent and we had this miss Shiekha as our seatter replacment! LOL she was really obnoxiouse and was really that type that get angry in a heart beat! So the first thing she said after slamming that door so hard! I dont want to hear any noise ir you're all going to be punished! So all of us were just sooooo quite! lol the hilarious part comes next! Sam has brought her walkman! lol and ju was listening to BARBY GIRL under her white school scarf! and i was just sitting in the front side of the class and i got this note from the girl back my side! the note said; Hey come sit with us! So i knew it was my new cool freinds. so i went to them after asking permetion from that angry looking miss shiekha! so she said fine lucky me! So i came and the class was just like in dead silence and poor ju was just in another world with her barby song lol! So i was walking with a smile on my face and i was walking like marra with no sound! lol so i wouldnt disturbe that angry looking miss! so i was just reaching the chears where ju, sam and nusy where sitting and than out of a suddent ju look up and saw me so with LOUD SHARP NOISY voise she said HIIIIIIIIIII DIJJJJJJAAAAAA and every one was just like HUH! and i had this terified look up my face and sam turned RED and the girl is still surprised what happened here! and the miss stood up looking directly at ju with her funny smily face and i was just feeling like ooooh my god, sam was pulling the headset from ju's ears and every one is just STARRING at her and the class just blew up in laughter and the girl is still shocked and surprised about what happened! And at that moment i just turned my eyes in to that angry miss who was screaming and yelling BLA BLAAA BLAAAA and ju was punnished to stay up standing the whole lesson LOOOL! me, sam and nusy where just CRYING from laughter and ju is still asking whats going on WHATS GOING ON lol and i just couldnt help it on laughing tham miss Shiekha yelled ENOUGH lol so i just couldnt so we all end up standing with JU LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Wow what great memories! will come with more some other time! yeah the part where we met Duda was hilarious like never! :P
well how did we met a funny story actually. lol i was sitting in this school table the first of our 7th grade class. And i was just having this arrogent face lol and there was this girl that our teacher has chose so she can be in charge of the class while she's gone for some school work! So comes this girl to me and says; hey can you sit in the chear since its not allowed to sit in the table! I just gave her that face and just totally ignored her! lol that was childish i know! heheh but that she just walked away from me and started talking to her other frineds (ju, Nusy) and i just totally acted like miss Whatevvvee lol! than it started by hate and latter on by days passing ju started to be close to me since i used to make her laugh the whole time! and that i started to hang around those 3 gals thus sam was a bit cold with me since that insident that happened between us! latter on we were just being good friends and having reall fun and we laughed a lot.. And actually i was miss Samyah's favorite Puppy lol! She's our "Ejtema3eyat's Teacher" and i was just being her favorite student and i used to call her miss bamyah lol! and sam was miss Iman's favorite gal well she was the brightest in 3loom" Sience. And than one day come where we were suppose to have some kind of lesson but than out miss was absent and we had this miss Shiekha as our seatter replacment! LOL she was really obnoxiouse and was really that type that get angry in a heart beat! So the first thing she said after slamming that door so hard! I dont want to hear any noise ir you're all going to be punished! So all of us were just sooooo quite! lol the hilarious part comes next! Sam has brought her walkman! lol and ju was listening to BARBY GIRL under her white school scarf! and i was just sitting in the front side of the class and i got this note from the girl back my side! the note said; Hey come sit with us! So i knew it was my new cool freinds. so i went to them after asking permetion from that angry looking miss shiekha! so she said fine lucky me! So i came and the class was just like in dead silence and poor ju was just in another world with her barby song lol! So i was walking with a smile on my face and i was walking like marra with no sound! lol so i wouldnt disturbe that angry looking miss! so i was just reaching the chears where ju, sam and nusy where sitting and than out of a suddent ju look up and saw me so with LOUD SHARP NOISY voise she said HIIIIIIIIIII DIJJJJJJAAAAAA and every one was just like HUH! and i had this terified look up my face and sam turned RED and the girl is still surprised what happened here! and the miss stood up looking directly at ju with her funny smily face and i was just feeling like ooooh my god, sam was pulling the headset from ju's ears and every one is just STARRING at her and the class just blew up in laughter and the girl is still shocked and surprised about what happened! And at that moment i just turned my eyes in to that angry miss who was screaming and yelling BLA BLAAA BLAAAA and ju was punnished to stay up standing the whole lesson LOOOL! me, sam and nusy where just CRYING from laughter and ju is still asking whats going on WHATS GOING ON lol and i just couldnt help it on laughing tham miss Shiekha yelled ENOUGH lol so i just couldnt so we all end up standing with JU LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Wow what great memories! will come with more some other time! yeah the part where we met Duda was hilarious like never! :P
Friday, May 12, 2006
The reason
i'm sorry that i harmed you
i'm sorry that i killed you
i'm sorry that i found you
i'm sorry that i catched a tear
i'm sorry that i felt you
i'm sorry that i loved you or even smelled you
forgive me for each moment i breathed you
spare me from the guilt of living withing you
kill me for not keeping my heart where are you
slag me for holding your hands between my fingures
i'm not a different person from who am i suppose to be
to change i was the one that used to be
for faith i held my whisperes to thee
for you i said that i have to go
for you i found a reason to start over new
for only he whcih i meant you
can i take it all away and be the reason for you to hear
i never meant to hold you near and close everything for free
to be with you i had to make a wish to come true
i'm not perfect to do things that i wasnt suppose to do
its something that i'm living with every day for so
a reason to reviele and to open up for me to feel
its only a reason to live again
its only a reason to love again
its only a reason for you
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