Funny how the heart always drains you, ur thoughts, your energy and everything around you. Can I just rip my heart off my chest? Can I just live without emotions? I need to be steal again, I have to live body mind and soul only. That's how you protect your self, that's how you always be alert and away from things and humans that can harm you. Emotions and feelings are meaningless to us. We keep on falling in the same bate over and over again. You put ur heart into things and humans that suppose to mean something to you , humans you love and treasure. You evolve your life around them hold on to them sacrifice everything for the sake of them, because of emotions. And when the time comes you expect them to do the same. But they simply don't because they have other feelings and other emotions that your suppose to respect and follow blindly even if it means harming you and hurting you. It's just simply funny that I always do the same to my self, expect and then fail my expectation and stay hurt mumbling with my harmed feelings. Without a soul to care.
Screw you feelings, I am going vampire again
