Monday, June 11, 2012

when you know you just know...

sadly there are things you try to ignore and just simply avoid to know, yet that erg and that need to know makes you dig to know... and when you come to know everything just change! thoughts, questions, negativity and positivity are fighting against each other on how to handle it! but they are both equal and yet negativity wins as we human cant find an explanation other then facts that has been placed across our sight. what to believe and what to think, simply change forever once you get to know.
this fight within always take a negative turn and eventually as i always has been i tend to know and just know without saying a word of what i know and its there within in a hidden place where it kills every peace of me where i end up been where i am now...
a simple song, a simple sentence, a simple kiss... when you know it was special just between us.... but you fight hard that feeling that maybe its not just us. and when you come to know that even a simple word like (lucky) is shared... and you just know ...
you know that the feeling you had when you heard lucky is not reality.
you know that the words when you heard lucky is not true
you know that things that came within after lucky is not just between you and me...
the things you know today are not the things you knew yesterday...
when you know before knowing that things will change you simple don't want to know...
but eventually you have to know
knowing takes a lot of strength ...
but is it true that after 10 years i would really know...
so it was told to me once by a psychiatrist...
sadly i know... and i know it all...