Finally i tasted something i wanted - something i worked hard to get and when finally it was there next to you, right in front of you, just as closed as it could be, you feel it so near that it feels like its drops from heaven... this happiness this what happened made everything as bright as it can get, and made my soul re believe again that maybe i was wrong, maybe this is the thing i needed in my life despite all the alarm warnings i had in my heart and mind i finally believed that this is it... it was a week of un endless drops from heaven that makes your heart shines, you can feel the blood pumping every time its close making your soul and life warm... then ....
the truth within reviles, the secrets were out a week after that and it was dark again....
dark that not even open wide eyes wont see through, a glance of light is not there anymore, i used to see it before, i used to see my way out clearly yet it was that light that made me keep on walking until i found it and now its gonna again, and i cant find that light to walk into it again... it feels like i reached the bottom of it all, that glance of light is gone, those drops of heaven have turned into thistle of hell that goes deeper and deeper into my heart stabbing it Small and quietly that even the blood is invisible to my sight, but my hands can just touch it and feel it hemorrhaging everywhere and the thistle just stab deeper while my eyes are in silent because they see and know too much every little secret was out there breaking any last light that i was holding into.... and i said goodbye once and for all to those drops of heaven that i will never feel as i said goodbye for once and for the last time and again goodbye drops of heaven...
